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©2004 Damaged (by TLC) DJ​-​mixed Diary (Sixteen Tracks)

by Mike “🎧” Widener

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    ©2004 Damaged (TLC) 16-Track DJ Diary is named after the first track in the mix. That's the case with all of our mixes. In this entry, we share stories of love and loss in an uninterrupted listening experience much like life doesn't stop for anyone.

    Breakups, new romances, world-wind love affairs and old fashioned life-long love stories. They all happen while the world spins on its axis. But what would all that 'sound' like?

    Listen and relate each track to a real person and imagine yourself getting it off your chest.
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1.
I know I'm kinda strange, to you sometimes Don't always say, what's on my mind You know that I've been hurt, by some guy But I don't wanna mess up this time And I really really really care And I really really really want you And I think I'm kinda scared 'Cause I don't want to lose you If you really really really care Then maybe you can hang through I hope you understand It's not fair to you My heart's at a low I'm so much to manage I think you should know that I've been damaged I'm falling in love There's one disadvantage I think you should know that I've been damaged I might look through your stuff, for what I don't wanna find Or I might just set you up, to see if you're all mine I'm a little paranoid, from what I've been through Don't know what you got yourself into And I really really really care (And I care about you so much) And I really really really want you (I really do want you) And I think I'm kinda scared (But I'm scared with every touch) 'Cause I don't want to lose you (Cos I don't want to lose you) If you really really really care (If you care for me like you say) Then maybe you can hang through (Then maybe you can hang through) I hope you understand (I hope you understand) It's nothing to you (It's nothing to you, you) My heart's at a low (low) I'm so much to manage I think you should know that (I think you should know) I've been damaged I'm falling in love (I'm falling in love) There's one disadvantage I think you should know that I've been damaged (I think you should know that) My heart's at a low I'm so much to manage (I'm so much to manage) I think you should know that (I think you should know that) I've been damaged (I've been damaged) I'm falling in love (I love you so) There's one disadvantage (I love you so) I think you should know that I've been damaged And I really really really want you And I think I'm kinda scared 'Cause I don't want to lose you If you really really really care Then maybe you can hang through I hope you understand It's nothing to you (It's nothing to you) My heart's at a low I'm so much to manage I think you should know that (Ooh I think you should know I've been damaged) I've been damaged (I've been damaged baby) I'm falling in love (Falling in love with you baby, yeah) There's one disadvantage I think you should know that I've been damaged My heart's at a low I'm so much to manage I think you should know that I've been damaged I'm falling in love There's one disadvantage I think you should know that I've been damaged
2.
Some people live for the fortune Some people live just for the fame Some people live for the power, yeah Some people live just to play the game Some people think That the physical things Define what's within And I've been there before That life's a bore So full of the superficial Some people want it all But I don't want nothing at all If it ain't you, baby If I ain't got you, baby Some people want diamond rings Some just want everything But everything means nothing If I ain't got you, yeah Some people search for a fountain Promises forever young Some people need three dozen roses And that's the only way to prove you love them Hand me the world on a silver platter And what good would it be With no one to share, with no one who truly cares for me Some people want it all But I don't want nothing at all If it ain't you, baby If I ain't got you, baby Some people want diamond rings Some just want everything But everything means nothing If I ain't got you, you, you Some people want it all But I don't want nothing at all If it ain't you, baby If I ain't got you, baby Some people want diamond rings Some just want everything But everything means nothing If I ain't got you, yeah If I ain't got you with me, baby, oh, ooh Said nothing in this whole wide world don't mean a thing If I ain't got you with me, baby
3.
I never knew there was a Love like this before Never had someone to show me a love Love like this before Now that we have, come to be A brand new light, I can see Never thought you'd be A special, part of me, no baby The reasons are because of you I can go on and make it through I can't even take my mind off lovin' you And I wanna say I never knew there was a Love like this before (A love like this before, no) Never had someone to show me a love Love like this before I know, you can't see All the things you mean to me I'm so amazed that you are mine Yeah yeah, yeah yeah If we can work together Maybe this can last forever This is somethin' that I wanna hold on to So baby, try to understand Baby, try to understand I'll be crazy if you leave 'Cause you compliment my style And I like the way you walk And the sexy things you talk You don't know just what you do to me You see I never I never knew there was a Love like this before (A love like this before, no) Never had someone to show me a love (Ooh I never had a) Love like this before I never knew there was a Love like this before (Never knew, never knew) Never had someone to show me a love Love like this before Baby, try to understand I'll be crazy if you leave 'Cause you compliment my style And I like the way you walk And the sexy things you talk You don't know just what you do to me You see I never Never knew a Never knew a Never knew a Love like this before Never knew a Never knew a Never knew a Love like this before I never knew there was a Love like this before (Never had somebody) Never had someone to show me a love Love like this before I never knew there was a Love like this before (I never knew but I'll find you) Never had someone to show me a love Love like this before I never knew there was a Love like this before Never had someone to show me a love
4.
Ooh...yea.. Yeah Alright You know what? Yeah yeah My my Ha..Hey baby It's been ten years since we been married, right? Well well well ..Didn't think we was gon' make it Mmm C'mon baby, sing it for me My Love Some girls just wanna spend guys' money Live their lives chasing the milk and honey Silver lines their every fantasy But you're lucky cause that ain't me, no Most girls think guys are all the same (Well...) Not true so I can't take the blame (My my) I'll love you through the joy and pain Even the coldest Georgia rain See my love is like an open sky (Open Sky) See my heart is like a river wide (River wide) No my world would never ever run dry It runs over for you and I (You and I) See my love is deeper than the sea And sweeter than a pretty melody So tell everybody that you're glad you got me You can trust in my love My L-O-V-E (My love, My love, My) Some think that love is just a word (Just a word) Because of all the things they've heard (Things they heard) They think they've gotta close their hearts Can't see the light, they're so in the dark But I know I got a real good man Who loves me the best he can That's why I'm here faithfully cause you do the same for me See my love is like an open sky See my heart is like a river wide (Like a river wide) No my world would never ever run dry It runs over for you and I (My love my love my) My love is deeper than the sea Sweeter than a pretty melody (Deep - Sweet - Melody) So tell everybody that you're glad you got me (Glad you got me) You can trust in my love My L-O-V-E My love my love my You gotta go through The fire The rain The rain Take the joy Take the joy and endure the pain Never give in Give In Don't give up Don't give up They can try but they'll never ever break my love Sweet, sweet love (Sweet, sweet love) Sweet, sweet love See my love, my love See my love is like an open sky (Open Sky) See my heart is like a river wide (River wide) No my world would never ever run dry (Oh, yeah) It runs over for you and I (Oh Oh Oh Ah!) See my love is deeper than the sea And sweeter than the pretty melody So tell everybody that you're glad you got me (Tell everybody) You can trust in my love My L-O-V-E (My L-O-V-E) My love my love my See my love is like an open sky (My love) See my heart is like a river wide (A river wide) No my world would never ever run dry (Never ever ever run dry) It runs over for you and I (For you) My love my love my My love is deeper than the sea Oh! Yeah - Ooh Sweeter than a pretty melody (Sweet melody) So tell everybody that you're glad you got me (Tell everybody) You can trust in my love My L-O-V-E My love my love my (Oh, yeah)
5.
Sometimes I feel the fear of Uncertainty stinging clear And I, can't help but ask myself how much I'll let the fear Take the wheel and steer It's driven me before and seems to have a vague Haunting mass appeal But lately I'm beginning to find that I Should be the one behind the wheel Whatever tomorrow brings I'll be there With open arms and open eyes yeah Whatever tomorrow brings I'll be there, I'll be there So, if I Decide to waiver my Chance to be one of The hive Will I choose water over wine And hold my own and drive? Aah ah ooo It's driven me before and it seems to be the way That everyone else gets around But lately I'm beginning to find that when I drive myself my light is found Whatever tomorrow brings I'll be there With open arms and open…
6.
Blue, I'm gettin' kind of close to you Like a shadow I can't lose Hey, you've been hanging with me everyday Now you're gettin' in my way I know you understand me But don't you think maybe it's time to move on What's up lonely? Seems you're my only friend who wants to share my pain Tell me heartache, what's it gonna take For you to leave me alone today Just when I think that you're gone You're in the mirror looking back at me So what's up lonely? Lonely, ooh Sometimes, I wish you weren't by my side Can't you find another shoulder 'Cause I, I wanna leave this broken heart behind We're both wasting too much time Find someone else to rain on I'm really gettin' tired of singing this sad song What's up lonely? Seems you're my only friend who wants to share my pain Tell me heartache, what's it gonna take For you to leave me alone today Just when I think that you're gone You're in the mirror looking back at me So what's up lonely? Don't wanna give you a reason To hang around anymore You won't be hurting my feelings If you find another broken heart You can lean on Gotta go, gotta move on Gotta go, gotta move on Just leave me alone What's up lonely? (What's up lonely?) Seems you're my only (Hey) Friend who wants to share my pain Tell me heartache (Tell me heartache) What's it gonna take? For you to leave me alone today Just when I think that you're gone You're in the mirror looking back at me (So what's up lonely?) So what's up lonely? Gotta go, gotta move on Gotta go, gotta move on Yeah yeah, hey What's up lonely? Seems you're my only, baby, yeah (Friend who wants to share my pain) Tell me what's it gonna take (Tell me heartache) Just leave me alone (What's it gonna take?) Yeah, yeah, what's up lonely?
7.
Well I just heard the news today It seems my life is gonna to change I close my eyes, begin to pray Then tears of joy stream down my face With arms wide open Under the sunlight Welcome to this place I'll show you everything With arms wide open With arms wide open Well I don't know if I'm ready To be the man I have to be I'll take a breath, I'll take her by my side We stand in awe, we've created life With arms wide open Under the sunlight Welcome to this place I'll show you everything With arms wide open Now everything has changed I'll show you love I'll show you everything With arms wide open With arms wide open I'll show you everything Oh yeah With arms wide open Wide open If I had just one wish Only one demand I hope he's not like me I hope he understands That he can take this life And hold it by the hand And he can greet the world With arms wide open With Arms wide open Under the sunlight Welcome to this place I'll show you everything With arms wide open Now everything has changed I'll show you love I'll show you everything With arms wide open With arms wide open I'll show you everything oh yeah With arms wide open Wide open
8.
I feel you in my sleep I breathe your breath I hear you speak All I miss is the sleep Your an obsession clouding my mind Why don't you make up your mind Walk with me I'll suggest the place Only room for two I've been planning all the things That I'll do to you I'll adore you I'll adore you I'll adore you I step onto the edge Jump with me, into the sea I have kissed you relentlessly I feel your naked skin touching mine Why don't you make up your mind Walk with me I'll caress your skin I'll be there for you I've been planning all the things That I'l do to you I'll adore you I'll adore you I adore you Until you tell me to I'll never stop, wanting you Feeling you, breathing you I have given all of me All I need is you To adore you I'll adore you I adore you I'll adore you I'll adore you I adore you
9.
Don't look at me Every day is so wonderful Then suddenly it's hard to breathe Now and then I get insecure From all the pain I'm so ashamed I am beautiful no matter what they say Words can't bring me down I am beautiful in every single way Yes, words can't bring me down, oh no So don't you bring me down today To all your friends you're delirious So consumed in all your doom Trying hard to fill the emptiness The pieces gone, left the puzzle undone Is that the way it is? You are beautiful no matter what they say Words can't bring you down, oh no You are beautiful in every single way Yes, words can't bring you down, oh no So don't you bring me down today No matter what we do (No matter what we do) No matter what we say (No matter what we say) We're the song inside the tune (Yeah) Full of beautiful mistakes And everywhere we go (And everywhere we go) The sun will always shine (The sun will always, always shine) And tomorrow we might wake on the other side 'Cause we are beautiful no matter what they say Yes, words won't bring us down, no, no We are beautiful in every single way Yes, words can't bring us down, oh, no So don't you bring me down today Ooh-oh-oh, yeah Don't you bring me down today Yeah, ooh Don't you bring me down Ooh, today
10.
I am the son I am the heir Of a shyness that is criminally vulgar I am the son and heir Of nothing in particular You shut your mouth How can you say I go about things the wrong way? I am human and I need to be loved Just like everybody else does I am the son I am the heir Of a shyness that is criminally vulgar I am the son and heir Of nothing in particular You shut your mouth How can you say I go about things the wrong way? I am human and I need to be loved Just like everybody else does There's a club if you'd like to go You could meet someone who really loves you So you go and you stand on your own And you leave on your own and you go home And you cry and you want to die When you say it's gonna happen now When exactly do you mean? See I've already waited too long And all my hope is gone You shut your mouth How can you say I go about things the wrong way? I am human and I need to be loved Just like everybody else does
11.
You came out of nowhere A welcome destraction A sight for my sore eyes A most special attraction You saved me Oh don't you know You're my New favorite thing Now I don't need anything else you're my New favorite thing Makes me feel like I've never felt before New favorite thing I want you more and more and more Like honey on my tongue You melt and explore me Where did you come from Say you adore me Oh baby don't let me go You're my New favorite thing Now I don't need anything else you're my New favorite thing Makes me feel like I've never felt before New favorite thing I want you more and more and more You make me feel like such a girl Again It's been a long time Yeah it's been a long time New favorite thing Now I don't need anything else you're my New favorite thing Makes me feel like I've never felt before New favorite thing 'Cuz I want you more and more and more More and more and more More and more and more
12.
There's a hero If you look inside your heart You don't have to be afraid Of what you are There's an answer If you reach into your soul And the sorrow that you know Will melt away And then a hero comes along With the strength to carry on And you cast your fears aside And you know you can survive So when you feel like hope is gone Look inside you and be strong And you'll finally see the truth That a hero lies in you It's a long road When you face the world alone No one reaches out a hand For you to hold You can find love If you search within yourself And that emptiness you felt Will disappear And then a hero comes along With the strength to carry on And you cast your fears aside And you know you can survive So when you feel like hope is gone Look inside you and be strong And you'll finally see the truth That a hero lies in you, oh, oh Lord knows Dreams are hard to follow But don't let anyone Tear them away, hey yeah Hold on There will be tomorrow In time you'll find the way And then a hero comes along With the strength to carry on And you cast your fears aside And you know you can survive So when you feel like hope is gone Look inside you and be strong And you'll finally see the truth That a hero lies in you That a hero lies in you Mmm, that a hero lies in you
13.
Hey baby, hey baby, hey! Girls say, boys say Hey baby, hey baby, hey Hey baby baby I'm the kinda girl that hangs with the guys Like a fly on the wall with my secret eyes Taking it in, try to be feminine With my makeup bag, watching all the sin Misfit, I sit, lit up, wicked Everybody else surrounded by the girls With the tank tops and the flirty ways I'm just sipping on chamomile Watching boys and girls and their sex appeal With a stranger in my face who says he knows my mom And went to my high school All the boys say Hey baby, hey baby, hey! Girls say, girls say Hey baby, hey baby, hey! Hey baby baby Hey baby, hey baby, hey! Boys say, boys say Hey baby, hey baby, hey! All the boys get the girls in the back I'm the one they feed upon Give a bit, a star is born And if you had enough you'll get the pass And you can tell your friends how you made it back No matter what they say I'm still the same Somehow everybody knows my name And all the girls wanna get with the boys And the boys really like it All the boys say Hey baby, hey baby, hey! Girls say, girls say Hey baby, hey baby, hey! Hey baby baby Hey baby, hey baby, hey! Boys say, boys say Hey baby, hey baby, hey! All the boys get the girls in the back Check it out, it's Bounty Killer, and No Doubt Jump on the stage makes me going crazy Afterwards myself and one of them gorgeous ladies (that's right) There is no need to be acting shady Come on baby, hey hey baby Jump on the stage makes me going crazy Afterwards myself and one of them gorgeous ladies (yeah man) There is no need to be acting shady Come on baby, hey hey baby When you rock your hips you know that it amaze me Got me off the hook and nothing else don't phase me Can you be my one and only sunshine lady If no, no maybe, hey I'm just sipping on chamomile Watching boys and girls and their sex appeal With a stranger in my face who says he knows my mom And went to my high school (That's right) All the boys say Hey baby, hey baby, hey! Girls say, girls say Hey baby, hey baby, hey! Hey baby baby (hey baby) Hey baby, hey baby, hey! Boys say, boys say Hey baby, hey baby, hey! Can you be my one and only sunshine lady Hey baby, hey baby, hey! Girls say, girls say Hey baby, hey baby, hey! When you rock your hips you know that it amaze me Hey baby, hey baby, hey! Boys say, boys say Hey baby, hey baby, hey! All the boys get the girls in the back
14.
Dini, dini maak, ghir ana wayek, dini maak Dini, dini biid, dini win, win houek Kalouli mat' khemich Idha ma fhemtich Koll aghlat fiha khir Kalouli sténeï T'ekbri ou t' nsseï T'ekbri ou t' nsseï Ana aayit men, hedhi el hayett Kelbi rah fil memett, rah fil memett Dini djembi fi djembek Dini aaïni fi aaïnek Y aïchek, y aïchek, dini Dini, dini maak, ghir ana wayek, dini maak Dini, dini biid, dini win, win houek Enssit alache jit Enssit alache enssite Ki cheftek enssite, koull chay enssite Enssit m' nin jit n' sit wine emchit Enssit lah ghir enssit Hanini ya rabbi Wala ighib aaqli, ah ya rabbi Dini djembi fi djembek Dini aaïni fi aaïnek Yaïchek, yaïchek, dini Dini, dini maak, ghir ana ou yak, dini maak Dini, dini biid, dini win, wian ahouek Oh dini ya rohi Sottek deïman fi iini Dini ya rohi Oh dini ya kalbi Rani khaïfa tinsséni Dini ya kalbi Dini, dini maak, ghir ana wayek, dini maak Dini, dini biid, dini win, win houek Dini, dini maak, ghir ana wayek, dini maak Dini, dini biid, dini win, win houek Dini, dini maak, ghir ana wayek, dini maak Dini, dini biid, dini win, win houek
15.
Feels like I'm goin' in circles You're like a maze I can't get through Should I go left? Should I go right? Should I let you stay for the night? It's like a seesaw when it comes to your love Boy, when you're up, this girl is down And I just can't figure it out 'Cause you know that I want you And you know that I need you Is that any way to be? Just have your way with me My body is cryin' These tears, can you wipe 'em? Is that any way to be? Just have your way with me I'm goin' out with guys I don't wanna go To places that I've been before They pitchin' the same game Boy, it's a damn shame How I wish it was you callin' me I want it to be you holdin' me Boy, it needs to be you kissin' me 'Cause it's like a seesaw, when it comes to your love Boy, when you're up, this girl is down And I just can't figure it out 'Cause you know that I want you And you know that I need you Is that any way to be? Just have your way with me My body is cryin' These tears, can you wipe 'em? Is that any way to be? Just have your way with me Listen Have your way with me anytime, anywhere (have your way with me anytime, anywhere) Have your way however, I don't care (have your way however, I don't care) Have your way with me (have your way with me) And you can have it tonight Tonight, tonight, boy, tonight, tonight 'Cause you know that I want you And you know that I need you Is that any way to be? Just have your way with me My body is cryin' These tears, can you wipe 'em? Is that any way to be? Just have your way with me 'Cause you know that I want you And you know that I need you Is that any way to be? Just have your way with me My body is cryin' These tears, can you wipe 'em? Is that any way to be? Just have your way with me Of course, I love music
16.
HBVO: I live my life in chains Got my hands in chains And I step when it comes to a guy with a girl like this I must have sensed that girls are born to do To be the way you think a woman should I’m taking it into my own hands And dismantling; I can… Understand why I’m taking command I had enough, of stuff And now it’s time to think about me…, me, yeah CHORUS (HBVO): And you can easily gamble your life away Second after second and a day by day You play the game or you walk away It’s a new time, on a blue day And a new chillin’ life for me And it’s all good CHORUS (STING): I know that the spades are the swords of a soldier I know the clubs are the weapons of war I know the diamonds mean money for this art But that’s not the shape of my heart HBVO: I’ve always played it safe; nothing’s ever safe Gimme the courage to back my own convictions Every decision I make, I pay; you pack ‘em all, I turn the cards and let them fall to me Cuz’ I don’t need to play on, with the hand that they have given me I give ‘em back, cuz’ it’s not the way it has to be CHORUS (HBVO): And you can easily gamble your life away Second after second and a day by day You play the game or you walk away It’s a new time, on a blue day And a new chillin’ life for me And it’s all good CHORUS (STING): I know that the spades are the swords of a soldier I know the clubs are the weapons of war CHORUS (HBVO): I know the diamonds mean money for this art CHORUS (STING): But that’s not the shape of my heart CHORUS (HBVO & STING): That’s not the shape… Shape of my heart… My heart My heart CHORUS (HBVO): That’s not the shape of my heart And you can easily gamble your heart away Second after second; and a day by day… CRAIG DAVID: I always said that I was gonna make it Now it’s plain for everyone to see But this game I’m in don’t take any prisoners Just casualties I know that everything is gonna change Even the friends I knew before I go But this dream is the life I’ve been searching for Started believing that I was the greatest My life was never gonna be the same Cuz’ with the money came a different status That’s when things changed Now I’m too concerned with all the things I own Blinded by all the pretty girls I see I’m beginning to lose my integrity CHORUS (STING): Sometimes in life, you feel the fight is over (over…) And it seems as though the writing’s on the wall Super sigh; you’ve finally made it But once your picture becomes tainted It’s what they call… the rise and fall… I never used to be a trouble-maker; now I don’t even wanna please the fans No autographs, no interviews, no pictures And less demands Gave in to vices that were clearly wrong The type that seems to make me feel so right But some things you may find can take over your life Burned all bridges now I’ve run out of places And there’s nowhere left for me to turn Been caught in compromising situations; I should have learned From all those times I didn’t walk away When I knew that it was best to go Is it too late to show you the shape of my heart? CHORUS (STING): Sometimes in life, you feel the fight is over (over…) And it seems as though the writing’s on the wall Super sigh; you’ve finally made it But once your picture becomes tainted It’s what they call… the rise and fall…

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Hear a beat-matched, listening experience to take you on a journey through feelings of love and loss to help you strengthen yourself as you listen to Artists bear their soul.

They're singing their songs because they know how it feels. If they can do that and make it through a crazy world, they're only doing it hoping it will help someone else.

We've mixed this Album to cover the ups and downs of loving and losing because today's era is full of it.

This is 2020's Journal but it's also DJX's one too. Those who were there know who they are but everyone might as well be all of us. Because nothing here is unique. We've all felt it. And we're all have to go on for the ones that can't.

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released March 21, 2021

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DJ Experience® is the only DJ on Phantom Records Ltd, and, is a registered trademark in the United States and the United Kingdom. Phantom Records Ltd is the California DJ-album label that Mike “🎧” Widener registered in 1988. He believes DJs are performing artists who taste-make, and, enrich music-popularity in their unique way. ... more

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